11:59 pm

My sadness has swelled up like a balloon and I fear, it will only take a graze against my skin for me to pop.

This weekend:

It was Jesse’s birthday on friday and I invited him and his friends over for a birthday dinner!  We made sushi and ate cheesecake and then got lost driving around, then had a bonfire in the middle of nowhere and it was pitch black except for the fire and the stars, I loved it, it was so beautiful!  We stayed up all night, talking and playing flip cup and huddling together for warmth and it was such a good night and he said it was his best birthday party ever :)

Last night, we celebrated our other friends’ birthdays so we went to dinner at the cutest little place, then dancing with glow sticks and the song “sweet caroline” came on and it made my night, then my feet hurt and my voice got all raspy and hoarse from the yelling and singing, then jess and I had a sleepover in my tiny bed :)

Now, off to Mother’s Day/Jesse’s family birthday party barbecue!  I’ll write again when the weekend is over!  Hope it’s sunny and beautiful wherever you all are!  Have a lovely day, fellow tumblr friends!

After school today,

Jess and I will be packing some good books (I’ve started Game of Thrones, The Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy, and I want to start the Inheritance series.  Gah too many books!) and laptops and blankets and heading to the beach!  

And then we’re watching the Avengers again tonight!!

It’s going to be a good day :)